JELICIA

Free Bitch Baby!

2010-05-23T18:38:00.005+08:00

7 months, 8 days.

2010-04-15T19:22:00.004+08:00

It's officially over.

7 months, 8 days of run has ended.

This isn't a pleasant new for him to tell me.

We cried.

It's time for him to settle down.

It's time for me to move on.

Status changed.

Memories stay put at all the places we went,

we spent, we passed by.

Happiness live with us forever.

Sadness will be faraway from us soon.

Better future is awaiting for us.

Thankful for what you have given to me.

All the best for your future.

-Jelicia. 15th April 2010.

Sk post

2010-03-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

1st on mobile post. Fun MAX CAN! Haha! Sound suaku i know. Yada yada~

Shall wait PATIENCLY for bus now. Argh!

JBJBJBJB~

2010-03-11T22:31:00.003+08:00

JB TRIP TOMORROW WITH LOVE, ACHAK AND 'S GIRLFRIEND! WHEEEE~ All of us are eggggcited much! Can't wait already manxzxzx! :D

And oh! Something funny and coincidence incident happened when I went to Love's station to pass his dinner.

Achak said, " You know what, there is a guy like Rauhan sia. Just now we went to Mac to buy dinner, he smile and (posture one of his hand as a fag) and wave to Rauhan sia! He also will walk outside the gate and look for Rauhan too! Like several times."
*Seriously I LMAO!
Rauhan " No luh! You luh! He smile and wave to you luh! I stand behind you and he is waving to you!"
Achak " He look at you not me!"
*Still continue laughing my hell out!!
Me "Handsome?"
Rauhan" No luh! He is tall, not fat nor muscular."
Me " If so should be a faggot.."
*While we are crossing the road......
Achak" Eh! He is the one luh!"
*I took a closer look
Me "OMG! My mum's friend son luh!"
Achak & Rauhan" Really uh?"
Me "Ya luh! HAHAHAHA!"
He passed by us and show us his great wide smile.
We " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
Achak "See see he is waving to us!"
We " HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!"

Funny max! 2 poor big men are stalk by a teen boy. OMFG! He is lovin' it (;

We Are The World 25 For Haiti

2010-02-25T12:29:00.000+08:00

17th, our belated.

2010-02-25T00:13:00.003+08:00

Picnic at Botanic Garden with Love.

1st attempt, dog poo. ):

Belated Valentine's Day celebration with Mooo Mooo Ant is pretty awesome but i lost my TS floral cardholder with Ezlink and ATM card within 2nd day of purchased ): Sad much! No more student price offer HAHA! Clumsy clumsy. Watched Percy Jackson the Lightning Thief. Awesome max! 10 thumbs up! Hotties much! *Yummy. Aston@ TC with Love. Mooo Mooo Ant love the Puma bag I bought because he drop an obvious hint on it. I hinted a sport watch and I thought I will get it for sure but end up he said no more of that edition. But when I look around the shops there is what I want! Well, he just assume I will like the one he is eyeing for! Haha. Anw he just bought me Charles and Keith handbag which I pretty love in first sight. Terima kasih syg!

2010-02-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

新年快乐!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

May everyone in the year of Tiger can be well, happy, healthy, wealthy, successful and smooth.
Enjoy collecting hong bao peeps!:DDDDD

WHEEE~ HONG BAO HONG BAO!

Happy Valentine's Day Baby ♥

Can't wait to have our belated celebration on 17th! (;

PICNIC PICNIC!

MUCH MUCH LOVE!

2010-02-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

新年快乐!

2010-02-10T13:42:00.002+08:00

DUO HAPPINESS~~

update soon

Damn a Sexy B(itch)!

2010-02-07T23:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY FIFTH MONTHSARY!

See you soon my sexy B(itch)! Meow~

What a Mum!

2010-02-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

In her eyes, I cant never be a good filial daughter. I want to shower her my love and concern but I can't. We can't communicate with each other AT ALL! I know that once I start talking to her or she is near me she will find fault on me. I can never satisfied her. A better grade I get, she will expect me to get the best. When I can't get the results you expected from me, you will start to compare me with your shitty friend's kid. What's more you want from me? What environment you gave me? What kind of attitude you gave me since I'm young? Whenever you are unhappy with your fucking business outside, I am the one who will get the scolding and your fucking colourful words thrown out from your mouth. If you think this is how you express your love to your kid, TICKLE ME PLEASE! It do not seems like any of my uncles and aunties will throw colourful words on their kids when they are unhappy or kena fuck by boss. ONLY YOU!Your stubbornness and money minded really disgusted me. You didn't consoled me when I'm sad, you didn't open yourself to me when you know I'm sad. You can't be bother when you know I need help. Your mindset is, so long I have done what you expect me to do, then you can just FUCK OFF. When I need you again I will come to you. FUCK! You told away my monthly allowance for your own usage. WHAT THE FUCK! You scolded me for high shocking bill, I will paid for sure. You scolded me for the right reasons but WHY THE BLOODY HELL YOU HAVE TO SCREAM FROM JUST A 5M DISTANCE AWAY? I'M NOT DEAF OKAY! And you expect me to clear my bill without giving me my monthly allowance. WHERE THE FUCK CAN I FIND THE MONEY FROM? I know you will say work and work luh idiot! But do you think the monthly salary can cover my bill, food and shopping? Come on which teens do not want to live luxuriously? I want to pamper myself too. Don't try to lecture me and tell me how my mum is doing for my own good! YOU ARE FUCKING HELL NOT IN MY SHOES!

VOOM

2010-01-19T15:46:00.001+08:00

MEETING MY WONDERWO&MAN CLIQUE! (;

Gaga oh lala~

I miss....

2010-01-13T00:23:00.003+08:00

I miss eating in school with wonder clique
I miss having lecture while we are either talking, passing a piece of paper and write nonsense
I miss taking train after school with Twins
I miss pretending that I didn't saw my friends at bus stop and say Hi when we are going to on board the bus
I miss stalking "HOTTIES" and assuming they are looking at us
I miss swimming and tanning daily after school
I miss gossiping in class, cafe(s), lab, toilet etc etc
I miss booking a project room and start to sleep and talk loudly
I miss skipping lessons
I miss annoying classmates, friends and teachers
I miss all those chim max terms
I miss doing experiments and cooking
I miss MY CLIQUE!
I miss HTHT with CS, YY, Twins
I miss how I met all my friends and becoming awesome true friends or even used to be BBs
I miss my school lifes

I MISS MY INSANE TWIN BESTGIRLFRIENDS! ESTEE AND ESTHER!
Let us have a proper girl's outing soon man! Hehes

I MISS MY BIMBO'S GIRLS!
Let us have a bimbo outing soon too!

I MISS MY ITE CLIQUE!
Let meet out soon too too!

I MISS MY BUSUK COW MAX!
See you on Thursday!

Don't allow me to have nightmares anymore. I'm feeling insecure now

Cinta ♥

2010-01-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY.

As time goes by we get to know each other better also we both know we must have a mutual trust in order for our relationship to remain steady. Thank you my dearest for being patience with me, tolerate all my nonsenses, take good care of me just like your family member, spamming love messages to me every now and then. You let me realised what is true love about. Thank you for being the great and the best I ever had in my life. Despite of all unhappiness created by anonymous and I , you still love me unconditionally. I really feel blissful to have you in my life. Really appreciate and feel grateful for all the love you show. Dear, I'm sorry that I keep teasing you and whining about you in front of my friends ): Even though you know but you never even scold me or get angry with me. I know you are disappointed in me for what I had done. Dearest I promise you I will never let this incident happen again. I'm truly sorry.

Dearest you know what, whenever we talk about our future I will head over heels and start to imagine our house decorations and others. I can't wait to see our 2015! Thank you love for everything you did. I love you. Happy 4th Monthsary.

I love how we argue about our future house deco. And I love behaving like a kid just in front of you. Hahahaha!

That tonight gonna be a good good night.

2009-12-29T23:31:00.004+08:00

FINALLY A BOOMXXX ON MY HEAD! Hair chopped off to mid long length, a fringe that I do not dare to cut for 3 years. Kinda miss my long hair now ):

Baby's POC (Passing Out Ceremony) tomorrow! Kinda wasted that it isn't a POP (Passing Out Parade). EXCITEXXXXXXXD TO THE MAXXX! :D Meeting Baby's dad and aunt at my house area. Seriously I cannot wait man!

Currently a happy girl! (;

2009-12-28T23:23:00.001+08:00

I need a LOUDXX BOOMZ SHINESSS HAIRCUT! :O

The Faming Gaga

2009-12-28T14:59:00.003+08:00

Oh boy you have left me speechless.

FFC 39th Intake Invitation Party

2009-12-28T13:09:00.006+08:00

2009-12-25T13:21:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Have fun in the festive season!

Simple dinner for Christmas eve at West. Expected to go to Town but we didn't ): Like Kevin said, simplicity is the best. Simple cake for love and family. Thank god he loves the brownies!

BBQ session with love Rota mates at Pasir Ris Park. Basically is a pre-celebration for their POP. Hoping it is fun WHAHA! Most importantly is I have you by my side. I love you baby.

2009-12-15T12:56:00.002+08:00

"What is love?"

"You're like the North Pole of a magnet bar, and he is also like the North Pole of a magnet bar. There's no way for both of you to be close together. There's a force that'll always push you both apart. This force is called the obstacle, like the interest differences, communication problems and etc. However, if you put a metal bar in between, both your magnets will stick to it. And, you'll be close to each other. That metal bar dissolves the force that pushes both of you away." That metal bar is what we called...

LOVE

"To be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. To be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy."

Credit to: I Believe You.

(Bad) Romance.

2009-12-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

Busy buzzy week! Slot is totally pack till 22th Dec totally! Volunteer work tomorrow, catching up with Michelle on Wednesday, CEP'09 from Thursday to Tuesday. A totally time to enjoy! (; EXSIMAXTEDZZZ!

Tell me what you want exactly. I'm lost, baby.

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2009-12-07T15:05:00.003+08:00

Happy 3rd Monthsary Love.

Together with you for the past few months is the most happiest times I ever had.Though recently we have gone through some high and low tides, you didn't release my hand and left me alone. You are there to listen to me when you know something is happening to me but I choose to keep quiet and not letting you know because I always thought you won't understand what I'm thinking. I'm wrong. Totally wrong. In fact, you will help me to solve problem. Calmly, steadily and deeply. Lets the remaining of the mushiness keep it to ourselves. Haha! Anw, thank you love. I really appreciate alot my love. Aku cinta kamu, Md Rauhan.

Stone Fish Love ♥

2009-12-05T22:57:00.006+08:00

You are pissed at me then and decided to ground me for 2 days, now you are treating me good. What sign are you telling me? Oh my oh my, your mind fickle so fast. You shock me. Seriously you did. You cursed me once and now you are treating me a meal. (nothing than...instant noodles. Haha!)

Sneak out is an adventurous games!

Thank you baby for being there for me when I'm low. No more nonsense from me NOW ON! Aku sumpah! Hehes

because I know I have you by my side always. Distance is no longer a valid reason for me to upset you again because I know you have a sincere and true heart for me. I Love You, Md Rauhan.♥

Starstruck

2009-12-04T12:35:00.004+08:00

What has done is done. There isn't a way for me to retrieve back my words. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you worry and hurt once again by me. Blame me. Blame my childishness, blame my sensitive heart and blame my selfishness. Blame it all. If only I can turn back the time...

I want your disease. Not

2009-12-03T21:08:00.004+08:00

Sometime I think you don't deserve. I'm sorry.

If your troubles break your strikes

2009-12-02T17:11:00.002+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
Id roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
Id kick it with who I wanted
And Id never get confronted for it
'Cause theyd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear Id be a better man
Id listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause hes taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So theyd think that I was sleepin alone
Id put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that shed be faithful
Waitin for me to come home
To come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear Id be a better man
Id listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause hes taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But youre just a boy
You dont understand
Yeah, you dont understand
How it feels to love a girl, someday
You wish you were a better man
You dont listen to her
You dont care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause youve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But youre just a boy

2009-11-27T01:53:00.002+08:00

I thought I can approach you but I guess I'm wrong. Ever you are the closest to me yet I restrict my feeling. I don't wish to be like this too but I really can't. I'm feeling really really down now but who can I approach to at this time?I know you will be there for me but will you be there to listen to me? I don't know. I'm scare and lost now. I really need your concern baby but you simply don't get my hint. Forget it. Just leave me in this situation.

SUGAR CUBE

2009-11-17T15:11:00.004+08:00

Baby, you know that I miss you,
I wanna get with you tonight,
But I can't my baby (boy),
And that's the issue,
(Boy) you know I miss you,
I just wanna kiss you,
But I can't right now.

19th

2009-11-07T00:19:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!

Hope you enjoyed the celebration yet not really a celebration. Haha. It was really really simple. Hopefully I did not disappoint you : If only we have the whole day to spare, if only. Anw, there will be another celebration tomorrow (if nothing crop up) so I still have time to mend it. Hahahaha! I love whispering in your ear by the bay of the river.Praying that Part II of celebration will be sucessful. *Cross fingers* Last but not least, Happy 19th Birthday boy.

Happy 7th 2Monthasary sweetheart.

Are you a giant?

2009-10-31T03:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

I'm captivated by sayang's hand phone functions. WiFi, 8MP camera and 20 free N-Gage games.... D:

Watched Halloween II. I realised, since the 1st movie till now with smelly are always M18. Never a time the ticket officer will check his IC. Catch it uh? Haha! Sentosa in few hours time. Really hope that sayang will enjoy himself. Really hope so!

My sweetest escape.

Please stand aside.

2009-10-29T22:14:00.008+08:00

"It ain't easy being a swimmer." Definitely. Tough though but it worth all my effort put in. Finally I did it! Thank you Estee and Esther for keep encouraging me! Thank you my beloved 2 girfriends. Good luck for tomorrow race! Run all the way for honour and glory (; Do your mighty superb ultra best!

Baby, my 50m individual medal is for you. I can do it because of your endless encouragment, your faith and You. Thank you for everything you have done for me. You are my best gift ever from Lord. Terima kasih sayang.

17 more hours to go..

I love you, Rauhan ♥

2009-10-28T22:22:00.001+08:00

FIGHTING! FIGHTING!

2009-10-15T19:06:00.001+08:00

Those outings.

2009-10-13T16:20:00.005+08:00

Marina Barrage. 11th Oct '09

Picnic at Marina Barrage with Smelly,my part time photographer (for that time being). Haha! Camwhoring, playing with water, watched people flying kites, enjoying the breeze. Watched Darah. Not too bad I would say. Just bloody that all. Smelly's arm was my shield that night hehes! Dinner at River Valley Road prata shop. Thank you syg for the whole day plan. Really indulge in it. Hope you enjoy too :D Hahaha!

Hari Raya Celebrations. 10th Oct '09

Messy experience of wearing baju kurung.It's easy to wear on but it's not to takecare of ): Humid weather with thick bottom on is bothering me. Thank god we are all travelling with vehicles if not please kill me! Though three quarters of the time I am figuring what are they all talking about but i am enjoying still :D Maybe with fun and happy people around, the house to house visits are then so fun. Glad to know you all Hamlau! Haha! (:

I miss you, Granny.

2009-10-05T22:00:00.003+08:00

Her hair, her face, her sleeping posture, her bed position, her starry pair of eyes remind me of you. I miss you my, beloved granny.

2009-10-05T01:47:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND

....

You thought you know. No.

2009-09-30T15:20:00.004+08:00

Writing a full page of how bad my days was, all I get in return was "Are you alright?"And there you go telling me how much you love your life. You know my situations well, yet you are not giving me what I need most.So I'm here to tell you what I need.

Baby, all I need is Concern.

Happy Birthday My Lady!

2009-09-25T17:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY LINDA!

May you have an awesome celebration for today and tomorrow! May you be well, happy and trouble free.Stay happy, lively and crazily like how i first met you. I love you my dearest girlfriend! Can't wait to "boom boom boom" with you! Haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA! :D

Smelly finally had booked out! Wheee~ Wondering are we going to meet out for supper or not? Hmmm.. No matter are we meeting or not, I still love him! Hehes..

FYI, We are meeting! :D Yeaaaah!

I love you. ♥

Mind Reader.

2009-09-24T23:11:00.005+08:00

Looking forward to Linda's birthday on saturday! Can't wait to see pretties and hunks grooving with the music.Oh man! Excited exciteeeeeed! Finally I have a day leave from that damn hell attachment. Standing for freaking 8-9 hours daily without fail. Oh man! I need a break! Hopefully, my plan B works since my plan A failed. ):

Smelly is booking out tomorrow! :DD Miss him so sooo sooo much! ): Can't wait to meet Smelly for dinner! Planning to fetch him from JP since I have the time but he decline my offer. ): Never mind, I can shop! Haha... Syg, I've to tell you this. You didn't neglect me so don't worry alright? Also don't doubt my love for you, I won't leave you till you say so. I love you, Rauhan.♥

This frustrated me for few times. Am I not doing good or am I not up to that standard of yours? Well..I don't know.Hmmm.. it better to keep something left unspoken. But this doesn't mean that I don't care or I'm too easy with things that you are doing around. I'm compressing everything down down to hell. I'm so not going to burst because of tiny winky matter. Haha.

Maybe I have yearned for too much perfection, which is unnecessary.

No matter how far apart we are, you will always be in my heart.

Dear Dearest,

2009-09-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

Praying for your health, praying for your safety. Dearest, please takecare of yourself.

Before (we) fall in love.

2009-09-15T22:17:00.003+08:00

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of on return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a change
Please, give me a reason to believe
Say, that you're the one, that you'll always be

It's been so hard for me to give my heart away
But I would give my everything ,
Just to hear you say (you're)

Remember this song, Cheeky Boy?

I miss you.

That smelly.

2009-09-10T21:35:00.003+08:00

I miss your smile, I miss your sparkling eyes, I miss hitting you for no reason, I miss you saying"Heavenly~" , I miss walking with you to Fullerton bridge to enjoy the cool night breeze, I miss how you teased me, I miss you being cheeky all times, I miss every single piece of thing we did together, I miss you imitating me. I miss you.

19 more hours to go! Can't wait to see how smart he is in his full uniform! But so not going to stay near him.I bet he stink like....*you know. Cheeky, you will be mine for the weekends. Don't ever think of escaping! WHAHAHAHA! Be CAREFUL!

I found you.

2009-09-08T00:33:00.005+08:00

"Think of how we met. It's funny." Indeed it is.The process of how we met each other at random place and how we communicate. Thank Lord, I found you. Being with you are really the best part of my life.I have never been feeling so loved and cherished by someone. You will never fail to find extra time to be with me regardless a simple dinner. Nevertheless, you always try to make me smile and enjoy every moment we spent together. All day along with you are always memorable and happy. No doubt, then I always suspect about our relationship and I always confess to you what I am thinking.You will listen attentively and you will prove me wrong.Being with you are the moment where I finally know what is the meaning of happiness and contented. My love for someone is never as real as soon I met you. You makes me feel so worthwhile everytime when I'm with you. Cheeky, lets runaway.

It's time.

2009-08-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

GAME OVER.

Continue?

....

Insert coins.

That Jet.

2009-08-11T23:26:00.003+08:00

What a fall! 13 bruises. -.- Okay!I'm not going to share that gorgeous fall. Hehes..
7th Aug '09
Movie was the plan.Fully booked. MJ at Ian's house.

8th Aug '09
Movie was the plan (again). Fully booked. Chilled at starbucks.

9th Aug '09
Picnic at Marina Barrage with SBMY mates. Awesome I could say. :D

That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it.

Re? Hmmm..

2009-08-01T00:02:00.001+08:00

Thinking of repiercing. Should I? Should I not? Should I? Should I not?
I SHOULD!
Wasn't pleased with this present piercing anymore!!! It's Ugly! Ugly! Ugly! UGLY!
This time round I'm not going to make any implusive decision. Better look around before heading back to PA.

PS: I'm so not going to allow female artist to do piercing for me ANYMORE! No! No!

How should I feel?

2009-07-28T20:05:00.008+08:00

Jealous : Envious or fearful of being replaced by a rival.
Lost : Preoccupied.
Speechless : Temporarily deprived of speech by strong emotion.
Blind : Hard to see or understand.
Numb : Incapable of action or of feeling emotion.
Meaningless : Purposeless.

Looking at your picture
from when we first met
You gave me a smile
that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you
that night

Wrapped around your finger,
always on my mind
The days would blend
'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were,
everything, everything to me

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing,
I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside
I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty
from the day
The day you slipped away

And I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh) Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That theres a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say (yeah)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you
I lost myself (oh)
No I can't fake it
There's no one else

So I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me (back to me)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again (do it all again)

I just want you to know ('cause I've been fighting)
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh) Some days I make it through (and then there's)
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe (yeah)
That there's a day you'll come back to me (but still)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

Just an emotional post.

Indeed. I will never this right.

2009-07-26T21:46:00.008+08:00

National Day Preview.25th July 09

Cab down from Woodland to Esplanade.It cost a bomb! Woah! Fireworks didn't impressed me. Maybe there isn't any impressive fireworks this year? I don't know :O If I wasn't wrong, I saw Pearson marching? I don't know :O Correct me if I'm wrong.

Timbre @ Old School.24th July 09.

Awesome venue to chill and catch up with friends. Enjoyed! Mood gonna light up more yo! (;

Credit to: Yuan Yi

More to come...

USC

2009-07-13T23:46:00.002+08:00

USC.
Shag right after morning run. I'm mentally and physcially weak in running now. Hopeless.

Celebrated 18th birthday at Changi Village Food Court. Thank you so much everyone! :DD Touched touched. (:

I'm sick of Attachment. I'm sick of the spices! Ewwww! I miss school food, mates, fun and freedom! Ahhhhhh! ): TAHAN!

Because of you, I smile. (: Because of you, I'm jealous of her. ):

I don't want a second guess.

2009-07-02T23:47:00.006+08:00

Visited the attachment area. Kinda convenient, I mean walking distance. It not as atrocious as I thought like have to walk about 15-30 mins? Or located at ulu, dirty streets with stray dogs staring at you. But the no. of stations is really like WHAT?! 15 STOPS!Also 17 Mrt stations! Crap area!Anw, shall stop bugging how far that hell place is.

Visited my RO.When she asked me to talk more about our course.I seriously stunned and blanked.I keep repeating the same module that I'm more familiar with.Soon she invited her colleagues who is I/C of HACCP.Fuck! I seriously stunned! I asked myself what have I learnt and what is HACCP.Suddenly this topic seems so foreign to me. Argh! I just say whatever I remember and from her face I can see she that wasn't pleased.Since I can't give the answer she expected me to give, I told her I will bring my lecture notes for her to see. Fuck it! I should have come in prepared! But I never expecting them to question me! Ahhhhhhhhh! Damnit! Don't care!

Early dinner at Pizza Hut with Pei Wen and Yi Xiang and we swam.The swim is not too bad overall, maybe yesterday wasn't a day for me to swim?The feeling is just not right luh!

O ya! Received this,

Super duper ultra touched and happy! :DDD Weng Siong remembered my birthday and he makes his effort to send this card to me like weeks before my 18 Bday.

Thank you so much Weng Siong for your lovely card.May Buddha bless you with good health, wisdom and happiness. (: Appreciate lots!

Is it real or just another crush?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

2009-07-01T02:01:00.001+08:00

Seriously I'm not ready for IA luh though it's coming in 4 days time? Gonna make my way down to Senoko to find the hell place and look for my RO(supervisor). Wondering how does she look like? Is she fierce? Will she takan me? Are there lots of Bs, Cs ?Ahhhhhhhh! Will there be any Caucasians? Eh... :DDDD Haha! Impossible luh! Hotties? IMPOSSIBLE!

My mood is being bring forward to next Dec holiday! WTH! I'm horrible!

Typhoid injection later and swimming with Pei Wen and Yi Xiang.Awesome outing! :D

Good night Earth!

I can't get my eyes off you ):

Excited excited excited! :DD

2009-06-15T23:48:00.004+08:00

HERE I COME KL TRIP! :D
WOOOOT!
SPREEEEEE!

Goodnight Earth! (;

Never enough to fill him in.

This is my day

2009-06-11T21:53:00.006+08:00

2 weeks of holiday seriously is NOT ENOUGH FOR ME! TOTALLY PACK WITH CAMPS, CAMPS AND CAMPS!

16-18th OCC KL Trips
18-21th SBM leisure camp
22-25th NYAA Camp

Holyshit! For sure I'm not going to miss any camp(s). Excited! :D

My Japanese language lesson company is a con! They said it will be a life long course.But when today I'm going to pay money to renew my membership, they say I do not have to pay anymore because my course is going to end by next year? WTF! Shouldn't it be a life long course? And I have to complete JLPT 1 and 2 within 6 months? ( for playing safe if their course end on jan 10) WTF! How am I going to make it? Attachments start from July to Oct. EOY exams staringt on early Dec. Where the hell am I going to find spare time to go down from Simei to Chinatown like everyday from 8-10? Hello? Am I robot? FUCK! I think they are really a con company! Last year if I'm not wrong, I didn't pay fucking $10 on time and they make me to sign up JTPL 1 which cost nearly 9 times of it. WTF! Seriously this course really spend us a huge amount of money. Damn! I really regretted it so much! But since everything has come to this conclusions, I gonna admit it. Complete my JLPT 1 and 2 within 6 months, get a world recognise cert and further develop in overseas. That's what I'm aiming now. Hopefully Japanese language is been recognise in Western country (; Its really stress my day! But when I think of my life ahead in Western country, it really soothe my moods (:

O damn! Should stop whining about this ass company!

Tempted to buy iPhone 3Gs, Nikon DSLR. Will my "allowance" allow me to buy this 2 gadgets? IMPOSSIBLE! ): Maybe 1 Nikon DSLR is still possible but definitely will some sponsorships too haha!

I regretted not to hold you back, seriously I regretted. Blame my high self-esteem

2009-06-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

FML

fuckmylife.com

Lay low, it's a lie

2009-06-03T22:02:00.001+08:00

Everything is screwed up.I messed it up with my ingorant opaque mind.What on my thoughts? If only I know what is true and false, maybe I am leading a happier life now.Problems definitely lie on me.There nothing I can do to stop my thoughts to run wild.All I need is time, it's a matter of time now.Emotional rise and fall, and there is no way I can control. I can't and I don't know how to handle it.

Let it go. Let it run. Let it wild.
Its no longer within my control.
Hands off.

David Cook

2009-06-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

I've been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn't see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin' my world start to turn

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

and I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I'm out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I'm keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide
Face to the sun

I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.

:D / D:

2009-06-01T20:38:00.004+08:00

Attachment to Industry. Should be a good news uh? Classmates yearned to go yet they do not have this opportunity. Indeed I should seize this opportunity. Well.. or maybe I'm not prepared to go IA? Damn it! Or something which I... ? Fuck it!

Don't ever bother to think.
Step back.
Hands off.Eyes off.Brain shut.

Details in the Fabric- Jason Mraz feat James Morrison

2009-05-31T20:12:00.004+08:00

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
mmmhmm

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If youre shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

Happy Birthday!

2009-05-30T17:50:00.009+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Andrina Harrison Lee Ling!

Short hours of swimming with Estee and watched Night at Museum 2, Battle of the Smithsonian with Track and Field mates at TM.I could say kinda good but I still prefer NM1. (; Dinner at Bugis, Pastamina.Suntec City and train-ed home.

A queasy feeling.

Bumpy Jumpy Ride.

2009-05-27T20:36:00.005+08:00

Bon Voyage Wan Qi! :D

Studying right after school at home isn't effective.It's time for me to find the right timing, right venue and right attitude in study.

Exams schedule are lined properly.Gonna mug damn hard to pull up my last GPA.No more time to waste. No no! Striving towards my planned future. (;

Blame my wild thoughts.

You are all of the above I wish to have.

No you can't read my Poker face.

2009-05-25T22:45:00.006+08:00

Holidays are drawing near and here come our OCC school trip from SIN-JB-KL-SIN, 16-18 June 09!I gonna damn swear to have a great time with friends, food and shopping! I don't mind bursting my stomach with tons of A&W and sedap cheap junk food.Once I return to Sg, I gonna do loads of intensive workouts and training. (; Wonder if A&W provide food services like vacuum packing?Haha.And if they have, I swear to bring back some for my 2 crazy-loud bestie mates! (Hopefully have uh!)

Well holidays didn't come free and effortless.The shitty exams!Damn! Holiday come soon please!

My dearest girl, you aren't really prepared for him to enter your room.You didn't screwed or mess anything up.The love between you and him are definitely real and worthy.Just yourself ample time to think and allow him to digest all his faults and allow him to restart.He can't be the total 100% guy you may want but he can be someone who is willing to change for you to be 100% guy you want.

My dearest girls, just spill all your troubles to me.Remember I am always there for you, girls. No matter what had happened there will always a pair of listening ears to lend you, girls. Cheers up mates (;

Who do I love now? A or B Mr. ?

You.

2009-05-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

Asking myself every now and then, am I doing the right thing? Is this the right moves? Should I give up to have a win-win situations?I don't know.The answer rely on You.

Neither it's over nor

2009-05-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

I'm addicted to Korea Drama, Boys Before Flowers. Be frank, I never like Korea Drama. I hate watching korea drama and therefore keep giving negatives comments on people who watched korea drama and listen to korea songs. I'm sorry! Or maybe I should say they make me curious about Korea drama? So far, I'm still sastify with Korea Drama (; . I know I'm wols as all of my friends have finished watching :P

Giving myself 3 weeks to finish all the episodes from today, Sunday, 10 May 09!

Continue to mug!

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Have faith restart. Impossible!

Happy Vesak Day!

2009-05-09T16:29:00.007+08:00

HAPPY VESAK DAY!

May all Buddhist be well, happy and free from suffering. May everyone aspirations come true soon. Sadhu!

2009-05-06T21:51:00.002+08:00

DAMN! BREAK IT OUT! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THOSE SHITS!

I just never get all those things right.Just Never.

SUCK!

Please don't! Please.

2009-05-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

I'm afraid she will scare _______ off.
Please don't. ):

It's getting scary and uncontrollable.

Set _______ free!!

Just that pretty eyes.

2009-05-03T20:21:00.003+08:00

I want to take another glance of that picture left in the handbook.

Just hope that this dream won't vanish that soon.
I remember those EYES.

Life will be wonderful..

2009-04-29T20:30:00.003+08:00

Life will be wonderful if we always head to the bright and right side of life.
Life will be wonderful if we do not have aim in our life.
Life will be wonderful if we follow the right leader.
Life will be wonderful if we can forgive and forget people for their faults.
Life will be wonderful if we do not take things too hard.

We are the one who decide whether should our life be a happy one or a miserable one.

People will change whenever they had achieved what they wants.And they are neglecting the people who are around them.

My dearest, I miss you.

What a Wonderful World

2009-04-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying I love you.

I hear babies crying, I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll never know
And I think to myself what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself what a wonderful world.

Susan Boyle

2009-04-23T23:09:00.005+08:00

Susan Boyle is just another person who shocked the world with incredible ,extraordinary and powerful voice.Never judge a person by their cover.She is really a cheeky sense of humour.I Salute You, Susan Boyle! :D

2009-04-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

Just another "Goodbye" vanish in my life.

It's Tasteless.

2009-04-20T21:24:00.002+08:00

I'm lost whenever I'm not in the deep quiet pool.Deep pool is the only place where I can enjoy and relax.No matter how tired the training is, I'm still indulging in it.I may feel tired and want to stop those tough training, but whenever I know I'm reaching the end point, I told myself I must not give up.No matter how tough it is, I have to overcome it.It may not be easy but I know I can do it! I must win the race! I have to win myself and win my soul!Give me more training :D

Have faith, restart.

Nikon D60/90?

2009-04-13T21:48:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will be a terrible day for me.Gosh!Gonna be a long and dead day.Damnit!Independent Day! (;

I'm harsh today.But well idiots deserve it uh?Your car ain't Lamborghini or Ferrari just a piece of shit,alright!Your engine won't scare our ass out okay!Just get a fucking life of it,fuckers!Don't try to impress your fucking lady how wonderful you're by ignoring pedestrians crossing the road?Are you blind or you rushing to implant hair for your big ass head?I bet you're.Well we won't blame you, because your ass head are just too shiny and reflect the traffic light!HAHA!Get a life right after your implantation!I pity you for been bald fucker!Or maybe you shaved and wanted to grow new roots which lead you to have this shortie pubic hair now?YOU DESERVE IT!You make me being harsh with words.BECAUSE YOU DONT EVEN SHOW RESPECT TO PEOPLE?WHO THE FUCK, I MUST BE NICE WITH MY WORDS UH?Hey fucker, get a life real soon!God BLESS YOU!!!!

D60

D90

Credit to: NikonUSA.com

It seems so real.

May I have a closer look at you again?

You make my dream so unforgettable.
(:

That Just The Way We Roll

2009-04-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

Spending time at City Hall area with Dorina and Yi Xiang.Girls buying there Going Back to School stuffs.Sakae Sushi for lunch/dinner.Awesome chats!Seriously Dorina somehow enlighten my thoughts.Every moment in or life we gonna treasure no matter are they our enemies because everything happened for it good cause.Through this 3 weeks of holiday, I really found out what I really want and I shouldn't be wasting any time on those unnesscary stuffs anymore.I should enjoy my life.Pamper myself and treasure everyone around me.There won't be a U turn if you hurt anyone.That person may forgive you but will not forget what you had done to them. (; Gosh! I'm motivated to be a more positive person :D

Alright, back to topic..while camwhoring saw Kelvin's friend,Don and girlfriend.I was posing for pictures and yeah kinda paiseh if someone saw your stupid paused face.LOL!Walked around SaSa and we have free eyebrow trimming!WOOT!

Slack at Starbucks and headed home (;

6B Class Chalet!

2009-04-10T15:13:00.011+08:00

5th April 2009

Meet up with Pei Wen at Paya Lebar platform.So sorry to make you drenched.Continue our journey to Tampines to meet up with Dorina, Nigel and Sock Yuan.Not much changes among them (;

Headed to NTUC and Cold Storage to purchase final stock.Bused down to Sock Yuan house for preparation.Goodness,so many things to carry luh!Shag like hell man but luckily we have transport down.Lip Kio reached before us,again no much changes.But he can't recognised me.LOL!Girls are really shag but thank God we have 2 guys with us. (;

Soon Chee Yong, Lim Yi, Alex, Wei Bin, Shaun, Shaun's GF Stephine and Sock Yuan's BF Johnson came.Not much changes among them seriously.BBQ started but guys are still having their men's talk.Of course, we are having our girl's talks too.Reminiscing our primary school's life.Start to realised how childish, how playful we are.But of course I'm the good one and the kind one luh! :DD

All of us stayed in a room and start to say ghost stories.It's a classic stories everyone will say in Chalet or staying over at outside.Just classic.

Guys went to living room for few puffs and something happened in the toilet.They thought 1 of us were in the toilet washing hand so they rushed in and asked.But all of us were inside the room!This really scared 3 men out man!Soon the guys want to check out what really happened.They realised that the kitchen light is off!WTF!I'm sure that the light is on! Gosh!It's better for us to leave this matter aside so..

We played "A Bu Nei Nei"? well, it's a guessing game.I'm Not Trying To Be Racist.I love the dare part.Lip Kio dancing, Lim Yi do tecktoniking,Dorina singing,Shaun doing the stupidest excerise in primary school and secondary school! Laugh Our Ass(s) Out! Awesome!Video(s) uploading soon (:

4 plus 5 everyone started to doze off.Left Alex, Nigel, Dorina, Pei Wen and I in the room.Randomly chat.Take a nap and wake up.6+ Dorina heard the tap water running but she see nothing flowing out.WTH!Check out at 9.15.Missing cup and fork?We didn't even use any fork!Maybe the missing fork and cup are taken away by...haha!

Alright pictures (:

SY & PW

SY & DN

Good husband, good daddy! He look like Gary Chaw luh!

Sock Yuan's dog enjoy Nigel accompany :P

Should i take the cup home?Hmmm..

I'm dark! WOOT!

Hey Nigel!Did you pee on pants?

Preparing food for We,highness.

leave me a tag if you need a model to carry umbrella for any event.

Lip Kio

Just like Nigel is welcoming Lip Kio.Nice candid! :D

Goodbye mates (;

WOOOOOOOOT~Helmet!

Guitar Hero

2009-04-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

Guitar Hero is in my blood now!I WANT TO OWE A SET OF GUITAR HERO!shrug my guitar, beat the drums and shout loudly on the mic as though no one is at home!AWESOME!Mum is addicted to Guitar Hero too!It bond our cousin relationship stronger too! (: More Guitar Hero please.

Primary School's chalet tomorrow!Excited to see all my primary school classmates, teachers and principal!Anw, I'm gonna enjoy tomorrow (;

Jonas Brothers's 3D Movie Premiere on Monday!:D There shouldn't be any reasons why i should feel sad and bored anymore.Plans are line properly for this whole week.

Gonna enjoy and not wasting every single of my precious time!CHEERS :D

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There shouldn't be any reason why i shouldn't be smiling

Pros and Cons of You

2009-04-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

Our life's a stage, a comedy: either learn to play and

take it lightly, or bear its troubles patiently.

Palladas.

A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

I'm excited over everything (;

2009-04-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

Since months I finally choose back Blogger! It's much more easier to use compare to Live Journal.Or maybe you can call me a Nooob.

JONAS BROTHERS MOVIE PREMIERE!
Yes! You're right! I had won 1 pair of Jonas Brothers The 3D Concert premiere tickets!Tagged Dorina along since we did mention about sneaking JB's movie together.Shall tag all my girlfriends who are crazy about JB and you know who you are.I don't mind a 1st, 2nd, 3rd , 4th time or even more IF the movie is really nice!Dorina and I start to imagine."What if JB came in from the entrance and start singing." "What if the distance is so close till we can touch their legs." "What if we scream how uh?" There are too much "What If" for us till 6th April come (;

I want big hot sun, I want less people in pool.And that the life i want to lead in my holidays (;

Anw,Thank You, Xin.sg! :D

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They're awesome to me.