In her eyes, I cant never be a good filial daughter. I want to shower her my love and concern but I can't. We can't communicate with each other AT ALL! I know that once I start talking to her or she is near me she will find fault on me. I can never satisfied her. A better grade I get, she will expect me to get the best. When I can't get the results you expected from me, you will start to compare me with your shitty friend's kid. What's more you want from me? What environment you gave me? What kind of attitude you gave me since I'm young? Whenever you are unhappy with your fucking business outside, I am the one who will get the scolding and your fucking colourful words thrown out from your mouth. If you think this is how you express your love to your kid, TICKLE ME PLEASE! It do not seems like any of my uncles and aunties will throw colourful words on their kids when they are unhappy or kena fuck by boss. ONLY YOU!Your stubbornness and money minded really disgusted me. You didn't consoled me when I'm sad, you didn't open yourself to me when you know I'm sad. You can't be bother when you know I need help. Your mindset is, so long I have done what you expect me to do, then you can just FUCK OFF. When I need you again I will come to you. FUCK! You told away my monthly allowance for your own usage. WHAT THE FUCK! You scolded me for high shocking bill, I will paid for sure. You scolded me for the right reasons but WHY THE BLOODY HELL YOU HAVE TO SCREAM FROM JUST A 5M DISTANCE AWAY? I'M NOT DEAF OKAY! And you expect me to clear my bill without giving me my monthly allowance. WHERE THE FUCK CAN I FIND THE MONEY FROM? I know you will say work and work luh idiot! But do you think the monthly salary can cover my bill, food and shopping? Come on which teens do not want to live luxuriously? I want to pamper myself too. Don't try to lecture me and tell me how my mum is doing for my own good! YOU ARE FUCKING HELL NOT IN MY SHOES!

In her eyes, I cant never be a good filial daughter. I want to shower her my love and concern but I can't. We can't communicate with each other AT ALL! I know that once I start talking to her or she is near me she will find fault on me. I can never satisfied her. A better grade I get, she will expect me to get the best. When I can't get the results you expected from me, you will start to compare me with your shitty friend's kid. What's more you want from me? What environment you gave me? What kind of attitude you gave me since I'm young? Whenever you are unhappy with your fucking business outside, I am the one who will get the scolding and your fucking colourful words thrown out from your mouth. If you think this is how you express your love to your kid, TICKLE ME PLEASE! It do not seems like any of my uncles and aunties will throw colourful words on their kids when they are unhappy or kena fuck by boss. ONLY YOU!Your stubbornness and money minded really disgusted me. You didn't consoled me when I'm sad, you didn't open yourself to me when you know I'm sad. You can't be bother when you know I need help. Your mindset is, so long I have done what you expect me to do, then you can just FUCK OFF. When I need you again I will come to you. FUCK! You told away my monthly allowance for your own usage. WHAT THE FUCK! You scolded me for high shocking bill, I will paid for sure. You scolded me for the right reasons but WHY THE BLOODY HELL YOU HAVE TO SCREAM FROM JUST A 5M DISTANCE AWAY? I'M NOT DEAF OKAY! And you expect me to clear my bill without giving me my monthly allowance. WHERE THE FUCK CAN I FIND THE MONEY FROM? I know you will say work and work luh idiot! But do you think the monthly salary can cover my bill, food and shopping? Come on which teens do not want to live luxuriously? I want to pamper myself too. Don't try to lecture me and tell me how my mum is doing for my own good! YOU ARE FUCKING HELL NOT IN MY SHOES!