You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
How should I feel?
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 / 20:05

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Jealous : Envious or fearful of being replaced by a rival.
Lost : Preoccupied.
Speechless : Temporarily deprived of speech by strong emotion.
Blind : Hard to see or understand.
Numb : Incapable of action or of feeling emotion.
Meaningless : Purposeless.


Looking at your picture
from when we first met
You gave me a smile
that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you
that night

Wrapped around your finger,
always on my mind
The days would blend
'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were,
everything, everything to me

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing,
I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside
I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty
from the day
The day you slipped away

And I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh) Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That theres a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say (yeah)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you
I lost myself (oh)
No I can't fake it
There's no one else

So I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me (back to me)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again (do it all again)

I just want you to know ('cause I've been fighting)
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh) Some days I make it through (and then there's)
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe (yeah)
That there's a day you'll come back to me (but still)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know




Just an emotional post.

Indeed. I will never this right.
Sunday, July 26, 2009 / 21:46

National Day Preview.25th July 09


Cab down from Woodland to Esplanade.It cost a bomb! Woah! Fireworks didn't impressed me. Maybe there isn't any impressive fireworks this year? I don't know :O If I wasn't wrong, I saw Pearson marching? I don't know :O Correct me if I'm wrong.


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Timbre @ Old School.24th July 09.


Awesome venue to chill and catch up with friends. Enjoyed! Mood gonna light up more yo! (;


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Credit to: Yuan Yi


More to come...

USC
Monday, July 13, 2009 / 23:46

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USC.
Shag right after morning run. I'm mentally and physcially weak in running now. Hopeless.


Celebrated 18th birthday at Changi Village Food Court. Thank you so much everyone! :DD Touched touched. (:

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I'm sick of Attachment. I'm sick of the spices! Ewwww! I miss school food, mates, fun and freedom! Ahhhhhh! ): TAHAN!



Because of you, I smile. (: Because of you, I'm jealous of her. ):

I don't want a second guess.
Thursday, July 2, 2009 / 23:47

Visited the attachment area. Kinda convenient, I mean walking distance. It not as atrocious as I thought like have to walk about 15-30 mins? Or located at ulu, dirty streets with stray dogs staring at you. But the no. of stations is really like WHAT?! 15 STOPS!Also 17 Mrt stations! Crap area!Anw, shall stop bugging how far that hell place is.

Visited my RO.When she asked me to talk more about our course.I seriously stunned and blanked.I keep repeating the same module that I'm more familiar with.Soon she invited her colleagues who is I/C of HACCP.Fuck! I seriously stunned! I asked myself what have I learnt and what is HACCP.Suddenly this topic seems so foreign to me. Argh! I just say whatever I remember and from her face I can see she that wasn't pleased.Since I can't give the answer she expected me to give, I told her I will bring my lecture notes for her to see. Fuck it! I should have come in prepared! But I never expecting them to question me! Ahhhhhhhhh! Damnit! Don't care!

Early dinner at Pizza Hut with Pei Wen and Yi Xiang and we swam.The swim is not too bad overall, maybe yesterday wasn't a day for me to swim?The feeling is just not right luh!

O ya! Received this,




Super duper ultra touched and happy! :DDD Weng Siong remembered my birthday and he makes his effort to send this card to me like weeks before my 18 Bday.





Thank you so much Weng Siong for your lovely card.May Buddha bless you with good health, wisdom and happiness. (: Appreciate lots!




Is it real or just another crush?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 / 02:01

Seriously I'm not ready for IA luh though it's coming in 4 days time? Gonna make my way down to Senoko to find the hell place and look for my RO(supervisor). Wondering how does she look like? Is she fierce? Will she takan me? Are there lots of Bs, Cs ?Ahhhhhhhh! Will there be any Caucasians? Eh... :DDDD Haha! Impossible luh! Hotties? IMPOSSIBLE!


My mood is being bring forward to next Dec holiday! WTH! I'm horrible!


Typhoid injection later and swimming with Pei Wen and Yi Xiang.Awesome outing! :D


Good night Earth!


I can't get my eyes off you ):





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